Friday, August 20, 2010


Today is emo. Lol. i emo the whole day. This morning went to school. See my friends. Don't want to talk to them cuz they hurt my feelings, then sit alone at my desk and studied e lit. But cannot read and my brain empty so get a earpiece and stuff up my ears to shut out the noise tad the guys were making. Unluckily, it picked the most emo song in my collection. So i was staring at my lit book and thinking about a lot of stuff. Then nearly wanted to cry but teacher came in just in time. Mr chong. Lol. so i didn't becoz i got distracted. Then the test. After tad. Is english period. Peter tan walked in walked out idk wad he doing. Nvr pay attention in class. busy thinking about the stuff and ignore elaine poking me from behind and being mean and all. Then group work. i finally walked to audrey and talked to her. and see tad her eyes red. becoz i am not talking to her. but seriously. i dont feel like talking. so i smiled and say i am fine when i am not fine. becoz i dont wan her to worry and be sad... haiz. i seriously dont know wad i am doing. ok.recess. we went to staff toilet and cry together. late for history. then miss kee announced the stupid 30/70% CA2 thingy. the whole class go crazy coz most ppl failed class tests.. then HCL. not really listening coz i am busying texting audrey and trying to make her cheer up. lunch. i asked elaine to accompany me to the 2nd floor toilet the secret hideout. then i break down. cried like mad shit. then talk gibberish. elaine dont know how to comfort me. seriously. when ppl is upset. its best if you shut up. and listen. math and geog is spent emoing. geog. yes. epic. audrey dont wan to show me the sms. too bad. nvm then. its her privacy.

this year. mrs chua came. i am not in the main band. then we don't even see each other much less talk. but after i came back to main band. we aren't talking much anymore. you can say tad didn't even talk. lol. wad happened sia... i feel weird. okay. i am not ur fren. :( i really should join guides. ok. thanks for ur texts when i nid it so much.

Friday, August 20, 2010


Today is emo. Lol. i emo the whole day. This morning went to school. See my friends. Don't want to talk to them cuz they hurt my feelings, then sit alone at my desk and studied e lit. But cannot read and my brain empty so get a earpiece and stuff up my ears to shut out the noise tad the guys were making. Unluckily, it picked the most emo song in my collection. So i was staring at my lit book and thinking about a lot of stuff. Then nearly wanted to cry but teacher came in just in time. Mr chong. Lol. so i didn't becoz i got distracted. Then the test. After tad. Is english period. Peter tan walked in walked out idk wad he doing. Nvr pay attention in class. busy thinking about the stuff and ignore elaine poking me from behind and being mean and all. Then group work. i finally walked to audrey and talked to her. and see tad her eyes red. becoz i am not talking to her. but seriously. i dont feel like talking. so i smiled and say i am fine when i am not fine. becoz i dont wan her to worry and be sad... haiz. i seriously dont know wad i am doing. ok.recess. we went to staff toilet and cry together. late for history. then miss kee announced the stupid 30/70% CA2 thingy. the whole class go crazy coz most ppl failed class tests.. then HCL. not really listening coz i am busying texting audrey and trying to make her cheer up. lunch. i asked elaine to accompany me to the 2nd floor toilet the secret hideout. then i break down. cried like mad shit. then talk gibberish. elaine dont know how to comfort me. seriously. when ppl is upset. its best if you shut up. and listen. math and geog is spent emoing. geog. yes. epic. audrey dont wan to show me the sms. too bad. nvm then. its her privacy.

this year. mrs chua came. i am not in the main band. then we don't even see each other much less talk. but after i came back to main band. we aren't talking much anymore. you can say tad didn't even talk. lol. wad happened sia... i feel weird. okay. i am not ur fren. :( i really should join guides. ok. thanks for ur texts when i nid it so much.